♥4/11♥

考完统考后

每天的生活都是

早上起来去学校

去到学校就是

睡觉，讲话，看表演，听歌，吃东西罢了

没有别的东西可以做了

下午回到家

休息下

晚上又出门

累死了~

今天我们班用剩下的班费RM5XX

去吃pizza hut..

30个人+2为班导师

好像叫了好多好多东西吃~

看到有东西上桌就抢~~XD

吃完pizza

琳跟我回家~

因为晚上要去BBQ

到了涵家

结果是我们2个跟1个uncle在那边起火

哈哈~

感觉好奇怪

好久好久都没有跟小孩子玩了

昨晚真的是好开心

看到他们的单纯

看到他们的天真

看到他们的快乐

都好真~

不像社会的现实

心想当小孩真好~

之后就呆到了10.30酱就回去了~

真的是谢谢涵的妈妈~

去你们家吵完就回了

不好意思阿~~

The worst day ever in my LIFE

Few hour before my birthday argue wif mom
and then the nxt day i hurt my finger
After that sumthing really bad happen
The worst part happen
I cant a single friend to go out wif~
Wat the FUCK!

and now end up the only thing I love the most is my books~
they company for the whole day~
gosh babies I love them..
(think im crazy ady~)


i wrote this for you
I love you
I really do..
forgive me for making this decision
i have my reason..
I just want you to know
I really love you..
that's it..
that all you need to know..
take care of urself...

♥原来♥

爱你是对的吗？

我不了解你

不知道你想要的是什么？

永远？

我的字典里从来就没有这两的字的存在

不管是谁都好

我都会说同样的话

我不能带着面具说我爱你

我做不了

但是如果我爱你

我不会假装我不爱你

我的人就是这样

喜不喜欢随便你

我只是想要你诚实的告诉我你的一切

而不是有事自己在那里默默地承受

如果是这样我不如当你朋友算了

干嘛要这样的委屈自己

我不知道你在想什么

因为你从来都不让我知道

你的东西我都需要问别人才能了解到

你做的每件事都是对的

只要一个人专一，那个人就赢了

分手的那一方永远都是坏人

坏人就会就会被人讲得他有多花，有多不好

那好吧~

保持冷静

什么都不想

什么都不作

只想你有多么的爱我

只想你有多么的疼我

我对你是多么的重要

然后继续知道一些我不想知道的事 

继续过我的生活

继续我们的爱

继续的受伤害

继续直到有一天你不想继续了

我们就停止这一切吧..

You ask me before..

"Do you love me?"

"Yes, once before.. I DID"

LAzzyy♥

累啊~

好久都没写了

懒惰~><"

没办法~懒人就是将

咳~

最近除了考试，还是考试

有啦~

还有一样——读书

痛苦啊这种日子

多一个星期就是正式的PMR考试了

什么毛都没有读到

妈的！

毕业考的成绩肯定烂到没有人有了

算了吧

不要留级就好了

理他什么成绩

混混混！！ 

现在只要一等10月29日过了

我就肯定不像人样了

每晚都不回家~~

倒是谁要出去记得jio我蛤~~XD

就到这里吧~~

等考完在上来了

♥Whaooo weeee♥

Finally my exam finished!!!!!!!!!
whao~~~
sure is nice after d exam
haha
my history only 67 ><"
bahasa 70><"
all so low..
seems like going to die this time again..
dun care ady lar..

woshhh~
just came bck from CK
this few days dunno why
everyday eat eat eat ><"
fat le lar..
haizzz....
shit only lar...
here diet there eat
no wonder cant slim down lar..

well going ot shopping wif my 滴儿&蒽蒽 2morrow
buy buy buy~~
haha
Women's hobby
after tat still got tuition~~
isshh
time not enough use already



dad going bck on this Sunday morning~
Miss him much♥
I miss my elder brother ><"
goshh..
cant belive i just said tat
but i really miss him ♥


ok lar..
tats all for now~~
will b update soon

Good night dear♥
Good night滴儿♥

♥ July 18 ♥

Today was a crazy crazy day..

today at school during activity time..

I felt so unhappy..

bcoz i saw a bunch of no responsible leaders..

gosh..

hv nottin to say wif them at all

after school rush bck to home for tuition ><"

im so tired.. 

i almost fall asleep..

lucky time goes by fast..

if not i'll die!!!

after tuition ready to go dinner at pp

get ready ready~

then we went to pp

actually after dinner i plan going out wif Jess they all d 

but my Dear ask me wanna go to bon odori a not..

so i choose go wif my dear..

after dinner 10 something dear n his friend come fetch me at Cititel 

then we just go around only.. traffic jam every where ><"

Sky gone so pek cek.. then jz go down d car n walk away..

me blur blur.. dunno wad happen..

then dear drive lor..

So many paparazi near there..

After tat we went Batu Feringgi d Sunset cafe..

Whao..

Sky sure cant drink..

he got drunk after 2 bottle's of beer

he gone so high in d car..

so funny lar..

keep shouting bojio~~

me n dear keep laugh at him lar..

then at Bridge there got block ><"

but lucky nottin lar..

then they just send me home..


Dear..thank you for last night
I ♥ U always~

✖phewww✖

Long time din update my blog le..><"

Busy busy busy

2night last match of world cup

Netherland VS Spain 

Spain very strong

Netherland very rich..

Some say which 1 rich which team will win the game..

nvm i dun care as long as

my Germany ady got the 3rd place~XD

Last night only came bck from KL

went to my cousin house...

he is going to study at overseas

so we went to his farewell party..

the whole family hv a really good time actually..

about 3 months later 

we all will start our UEC exam..

gosh...

got to start studying right now..

but a lot of things keep bothering my studies

I cant help it..

anyone can help me???

I miss him lately..

what can I do to stop thinking about him?

dun like this kind of feeling at all

I'm thinking about u for every second

Did u even think about me?

Love is full of shit

Lies,tears,intruders,betray 

many many more...

is this what LOVE stands for?

if it really is then I rather choose to be single

than all this bullshit thing

Tired..I'm really tired

tired of everything we have been through was just a lie

tired of all of it its just a dream

when I wake up..

everything will goes away..

but my heart will still hurts

and my tears will still falls for you

Lately also got a bullshit guy keep telling me how good is he in the gang

no ones dare to beat him up

and say wanna settle things wif me

he even asked me 你有查过的底吗？！

gosh.. i ask him bck 那你又有查过我的底吗？

Blah blah blah

all those bullshit..

dun let me ever saw him again

If not I will send him to the hospital for sure!!!

wat kind of ppl is this?!

rubbish!!

Dunno how did this rubbish survive in his school...

maybe he is the VIP of the hospital already i think...

nvm i dun care.. is non-of-my-business anyway..

Well b will update soon~~♥